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Sunday, April 8, 2007


Working during nights simply is not helpful if one wants to maintain regular sleeping hours during weekends and holidays. My days are reversed. Today right, I slept at around 12 midnight and I wake at 4am in the morning! And now I can't go back to sleep. That was just like a siesta. And now my neck's bothering me again. I have not been able to get my sleep regularly.

I spent the last hour reading on Immigration Laws and other pertinent information regarding such. I just want to fast forward time and just be with the one person I love. It's hard being away. In the weeks that passed, I have been longing and longing and sometimes I just feel helpless. Being in a long distance relationship is very new to me. And I tell you it's difficult. In these early stages, I always feel the emptiness, and the absence of my partner. I wouldn't say I regret coming here, because I still can't make that assessment.

The set-up is really different. No physical contact, no hugs, nothing. All you can do is talk and write each other. And being in a relationship for the past six years, it's really a difficult time to adjust. I'm just thankful that I can talk with her regularly, and we write each other everyday. It's difficult but I think our love and commitment will be enough. O just hope someday soon we can be together.

Right now, I just feel thankful that I have a job, and for my first job, the pay is not that bad.



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